Gorgeousness – New Poem (1st Draft)

•May 22, 2012 • 1 Comment

Gorgeousness

The sun has dried the mud,

turning it into dust that windmills

around the wheels of the car,

as we navigate the narrow, winding roads

leading to Wednesday’s market.

 

At this social event, near the jagged ridges

of the Pyrenees, the French kiss,

and kiss again. Back home, in England,

we sneak around the backs of stalls

to avoid one another, to not have to interact.

 

There is a tender friendless to the people here,

a lack of rush. Vendors arrived early

to carefully lay out tiny Jerusalem artichokes,

mushrooms – all shapes and sizes, and truffles.

To skewer cooked chicken and hang smoked garlic,

fill paper lined bowls with tarragon, rosemary and sage.

 

 

Small barrels are packed  with fat green almonds,

spicy crystallized ginger and olives cured with thick,

glossy oil. Dry sausages  hang from the beams

of stalls and hundreds of varieties of cheese

sweat in their paper packaging.

 

 

Oranges, tangerines, peaches,

cherries, grapefruits, dried apricots,

dates and plums shift quietly  in large white sacks.

Food is precious here and valued,

always treated with respect, always.

 

We sit outside a cramped cafe.

There is red lipstick on my glass,

smeared over fingerprints.

On the other side of the road is Giuseppe.

He has hardly any intestines left,

after cancer latched on and wouldn’t let go.

Her bohemian clothes smother his slight,

wreaked body, but his smile is sky wide,

his eyes as deep as the sea.

 

Back at the house, midday, like usual,

it is cool, the shadows soothe our hot skin.

We eat flan with bread, tomatoes and hummus,

and drink fresh, cold water

 

We are healthy, we are full and life is gorgeous.

Just a couple of things…

•May 21, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Just a couple of things. I have recently set up a new Facebook page strictly for my writing/publishing. If you could ‘like’ it and spread the word that would be fantastic. Here is the link!

http://www.facebook.com/katiemetcalfewriter

I have also recently published a small collection of poetry called Outskirts. It is available to download off Amazon for the very small sum of £1.02p!

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Outskirts-ebook/dp/B007MNX41A/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1337610762&sr=8-1

Outskirts was my first venture into e-book publishing, so the formatting is a little rough. However, for my third collection The Absence of Trees, I am researching heavily into formatting for e-books before I put it online and make the collection available to download. I want to be 100% sure that it will be beautifully presented for you kind people to enjoy. (:

 

Issue 5 of Beautiful Scruffiness will be off to the printers soon, but we are still open for submissions for Issue 6. Please visit the website to submit, or you can submit by emailing me at

katiemariemetcalfe@hotmail.co.uk

http://beautiful-scruffiness.webs.com/

 

Big Eyes is a new magazine project of mine, and I am still open for submissions for the first issue.

Creative Non-Fiction/1,000 words max

Book reviews/500 words max

Music reviews/500 words max

Music gig reviews/500 words max

Film reviews/500 words max

Short Stories/1,000 words max

Photography, Illustrations, etc please contact us before sending anything.

Please send submissions to katiemariemetcalfe@hotmail.co.uk

 

New Facebook Page

•May 20, 2012 • Leave a Comment

I have just set up a new Facebook page which is going to be used strictly as my ‘professional writer’ page. If you could ‘like’ it I’d greatly appreciate it.  :D

http://www.facebook.com/katiemetcalfewriter

 

Beautiful Scruffiness Issue 5

•May 17, 2012 • Leave a Comment

I am really, really excited about the forthcoming publication of Beautiful Scruffiness Issue 5 so I thought that I would be a lovely editor and share with you some of the extraordinary art that has been produced to accompany the extraordinary creative writing.

If you are interested in submitting to Beautiful Scruffiness we are looking for submissions for Issue 6.

What we’re looking for: creative non-fiction, short stories, poetry, novel extracts and micro fiction.

Word count: 1,000 words max

Email: katiemariemetcalfe@hotmail.co.uk or go to the website and you can use our online form to submit your work.

Format: Times New Roman. Size 12 font. Double spacing.

Art by Paul Watson.

Art by Daryl Watson.

Healthy Thoughts – New Poem (1st Draft)

•May 17, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Healthy Thoughts

My therapist says it’s healthy

that after the death of my Granddad

I’m not thinking about my own demise.

It’s healthy, apparently, and very positive

 

that I’m wondering and worrying about

other, older people, people close to me

who fed me when I couldn’t speak,

picked me up when I feel over my own feet,

crossed my palm with five pound notes,

and closed my fingers over, with their own.

 

People who have squeezed their lives

for all their worth, and gone in the direction

where their hearts have led them.

 

My dreams are heavy with death and dying,

and guilt wants to find its way

back into the cave of my thoughts.

 

But there is an escape route,  through the rocks

above my head, and sunlight is bouncing

off the silvery puddles gathered around my feet.

The End – New Poem (First Draft)

•May 14, 2012 • Leave a Comment

The End

At forty minutes past one

a nurse opened a window

to let your soul out.

 

Mum paid 60 pounds

to get back to your home

from the hospital.

 

Because we’re still ‘kids’

even at 20, 23 and 26

we need to wait upstairs,

sit on the spare bed,

flick through Reader’s Digest

while arrangements for your

humanitarian funeral are being made.

 

The heating hasn’t been turned off

for three days, it’s like waiting into a womb.

 

When what has needed to be done, is done,

Mum and Dad and Wilma go to the hospital

to sign more legal pieces of paper, and pick

up the wallet that got lost.

 

We read the funeral estimate, while come dine with me

plays softly on the telly in the corner.

 

There’s a selection of nail varnish in the fridge,

next to Muller yogurts and a tub of Philadelphia

 

When the house has the three missing bodies back,

we go through a box of legal documents,

and find pictures of mum as a baby and toddler

in Lybia, and of Granddad as a young man

on a farm in the far reaches of Scotland.

 

I’d like to think my Granddad

came from an area so far North

that as a child he was able to watch

the Aurora Borealis dance

from his bedroom window.

Waiting Around – New Poem (1st Draft)

•May 14, 2012 • Leave a Comment

Waiting Around

On the banister, leading upstairs,

there’s your collection

of attention-grabbing hats.

 

Photographs cover the wall space,

but there’s only one of me and

the rest of the family.

 

We were never properly on the ball.

Mum was too busy bringing us up

to remember to take photos

every couple of months, have them developed

and sent in an envelope marked

‘PLEASE DO NOT BEND.’

 

Your walking boots are next to the back door.

They’re the same ones you wore when we met up

in Berwick that one time, when you still had your dog

and could drive.

 

There’s only one toothbrush in the holder.

I imagine yours is in a wash bag at the hospital.

I wonder where it will go when you have gone.

 

We are waiting to hear the news from your daughter,

that your heart has stopped,

the heart that doesn’t want to give up

 

We wander through the streets of Montose,

shoulders slumped, glasses pitted with specks of salt.

It is an utterly foul time.

 

I drink hot chocolate with a lot of sugar,

everyone else sips pints of cold beer.

 

Mum is still at the hospital

when we take our shoes off at the hostel,

and watch Man Vs Food and Cup Cake Wars

tears in our eyes, waiting for the news,

waiting for that inevitable phone call.

 
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